You feel pretty indifferent about a lot of things. Emotions are just not your forte. If someone told you that a relative of yours died in a violent accident you’re not sure you’d care. You’re pretty sure you wouldn’t cry at funerals. You do wonder sometimes weather feeling this numb is normal or if there’s something wrong with you.
You like planning out how to murder your friends and family members. Not that you want to kill them, no it’s more about the strategy of it all and how to fool the police, make the crime scene look a certain way and get away with each of those crimes. Basically you’re pretty sure you’d be able to outsmart any detective and get away with murder if you needed to.
You plan out eulogies for each of your family members and closest friends. It’s not like they’re about to drop dead at any moment, but you like to be prepared, just in case. It’s like a little creative exercise for your brain. Some people solve Rubik’s cubes – you write pretend eulogies.
You’re a daydreamer, but not a regular one. Most people fantasize about what they’ll have for dinner, what they’d rather do instead of being at work, or how they’d like to spend their dream date with Ryan Gosling. You, on the other hand, daydream about terrifying things like what would you do in case of a terrorist attack or a bank robbery. You’re pretty sure you’d make a great hero and Bruce Willis would be proud of you.